Torn
I never thought,That this would happen to me,
I’m torn between two,
But they cannot see,
I want to please both,
But how can I?
That would never work out,
And I refuse to lie,
I feel like a shadow,
All I do is follow,
Afraid to speak up,
Afraid of what’s to happen tomorrow,
I feel like bad news,
Like I’m a taker,
Maybe all I am,
Is just a faker,
It’s killing me,
So much inside,
In my heart,
The pain will reside,
Right now I’d like to,
Wipe myself from existence,
For I’d do it now,
With the least resistance,
Then I’d no longer,
Be able to cause such pain,
They wouldn’t be hurt,
And more over sane,
The more I think of it,
The more I want to die,
Have I really,
Been living a lie?
I just feel so bad,
For what I’ve done,
It makes me want to stab myself,
Then turn and run,
All I can say,
Is that I’m sorry,
But for both of you,
I can’t help but to worry,
Will this screwed up mess,
Ever be fixed?
Or will we stay hurt,
In the love triangle mixed?
Nothing left but pain
The time has come,What will you choose?
A bloody death?
Nothing to lose,
Sharpen your razor,
Drag it across your skin,
Slit every fucking vein,
Drain all within,
Lay there bleeding,
No one does care,
You lived life in agony,
No ones aware,
Bleed one last time,
No regrets,
Why leave them a letter?
You didn't try your best,
You had no reason,
They all turned on you,
They called you a psycho,
The pain so well you knew,
So just fuck it,
They will forget,
There will be no funeral,
They won't regret,
You live a uselss life,
No meaning at all,
And now finally,
You will fall,
If it's heaven or hell,
It doesn't matter,
As the Razor falls to the floor,
The blood will spattler,
Gasp one more time,
Just one more breath,
Take in you're horrible life,
Cause here comes death!
A life unknown
In a life shrouded with mist,I lay in the ocean adrift,
Confusion comes from all directions,
There isn't one part of me that can compromise,
I lay cold in a blanket of snow,
So many paths, which one should I go?
A life that's been torn apart,
So many secrets hidden deep within my heart,
All alone in my room,
I sit and cry,
So many decisions,
It's just too overwhelming,
I lay wet on the rain covered ground,
From all around me, I hear no sound,
I whimper, but that's all I can do,
So many struggles has risen anew,
In my heart, I keep my pain to myself,
I let not one soul on to what's inside,
My pain is for me t bear alone,
My problems are for me to solve,
I lay dead in an ocean of tears,
My whole life has been shrouded in fears,
Overwhelmed by life, and so much more,
It seems fate has finally opened its door,
A family crying with broken hearts,
Tears of sorrow fall from their eyes,
They sit and pray, hoping i'll return,
But it's too late, the damage is done,
I lay unknown in a twilit place,
And it seems I can't find one familiar face,
A suitable fate, for one like me,
Is it heaven or hell in the end i'll be?
